Monday, October 06, 2003

feelin: confused

* i don't know what's been happen lately, but i'm gettin really irritated by navy.. he's gettin way too close & if u know me, i do cherish my personal space.. 3 feet away boys.. it all started when we began chattin online last month.. he's feelin a lil too comfy w/ me i guess.. i don't know.. last week instead of helpin people out, he chose to wait near my van & anticipated my arrival.. ahh.. i'm not sure if he noticed but his sarcasm is way out line.. it's no longer funny & i give him the "pity laugh" everytime, occasionally pointin out when it gets bad.. yet even w/ my hints, he still doesn't get it.. and recently, he would constantly follow me, pretendin to block my way as if he didn't see me comin, & he kept leanin for a kiss.. like i'm gonna give it to him.. yikes! he gives me the longest pecks on the cheek.. what, do u have some super glue on ur lips or something? i am annoyed! grrr.. the problem is that i see him EVERY week.. i need chee!!

* last saturday was fantastic.. josh's friend had her bday party at moonlight rollerway, near tricia's house.. i had a blast.. i haven't skated since sophomore year.. whoo hoo.. kids were hangin onto my leg like bees to honey.. muchoz fun.. ryan & josh were doin fine.. they were still fallin a lot, but hey, that's the best part - fallin in front of ur friends.. afterwards, we went home to take a nap.. then to gabriel's party.. it was awesome.. they had tons of food (cuz at the roller rink, they only gave us ice cream..) if u're filipino, u know a party's not a party unless u have all the pancit, egg rolls, & bbq.. mMmM.. moonbounce.. cotton candy machine.. and magic mic (filipinos sure love their karaoke machines).. haha.. i kicked it w/ denisse, michael, yuri, & ivan.. yuri, denisse, & i watched predator 2.. good stuff.. michael & i had our talk bout nursin school & med school.. (michael, have i told u how much i wanna kick ur butt? 32..13! haha)

*sunday ~ woke up at 6:40 (a lil late) cuz i slept on josh's bunk.. my mom took over my room!.. fixed my hair all pretty & headed to the cathedral as fast as i could, evadin cops on the way.. it was 7 min before mass & only mark was there.. eek! it's cool we can handle this.. mark kept askin me what the "other" reason was that i didn't return to the cathedral.. i just changed the topic every time.. saw jody (my lil hs sis).. aww, how i miss her.. she's so pretty.. anyhow, just my luck.. fr. b was doin mass.. after the hug incident, i expected him to be avoiding me.. sure enough, he did.. i felt so bad.. but whatever.. life goes on.. (reminder: apologize).. i got to carry the cross this time cuz christine was runnin on filipino time.. all i could picture in my head while i was walkin towards the altar was me fallin face forward.. that would be so ridiculously embarassin.. *phew* made it!.. as we were all changin out of our albs, we were havin fun & laughin.. fr. b came in.. silence.. why did u guys stop havin fun? is it because i'm here? aww =(.. he chuckles.. haha.. he left & we started laughin again.. i finally saw omar's new-born son.. he is soooooo cute.. i just want to pinch his cheeks, but he was sleepin.. so cute!

* this weekend, my parents are convinced that somethin's wrong w/ me.. they want to take me to a doc & figure out if i'm loco in the cabeza.. i replied w/ a resounding, "haven't u known for the past how many years that i'm not normal?!??!" hahaha..

*[[ The magic within... ]]*
|10:23 AM|


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